a little emo..

erm..dunno why..emo..feelling not so good o...
haiz..
coz,,,all finish stpm??!!
ohno..why?
coz tats is my before de life??
and i miss it??finish jor..all candidates...
erm...feel sad?? coz no exam??? no together?? no enter university...?? tats is my dream..but now i am a teacher..
although enjoy my life there..but tat is a part of life tat i missing it..how..
feel emo now..i missing the half year life....
erm..who can an wei wo...
but tats is my choice..before i become a teacher..
when somebody say..u..shirley..actually escape from stpm de...y i feel so sad...and speechles..
but if i stay...my future not so guarantee..my mum wil cry dao..haaha...her dream ma..
my bro soon..will become teacher also.haha..coz sure..she wan her three child become teacher..haha..
haiz.nvm la..enjoy my life bah..although i cannot have my life in univesity//
and soon i will change my campus to new de..the biggest ipg in malaysia..wkakka..haha^^
haiz..write write..my english really become noob..noob si..!! ohno!! cannot..i pay all back to my muet teacher..ohno..haha
thursday got appoinmenet with friend..^^ saturday too...but i will back tuaran soon..how..i miss my home o..T.T
liu xing...my beautiful star..will it out on tonite...?? all say tonite will out..i need make my wish de.ahha^^

lyrics..my feeling??haha
一直在同样的天空下
一直过着同样的一天
除了你不在了以外
剩下的什么也没变
我以为我已经放手了
一点都没剩下呢
不是的 不是的
我还没有完全的放开你
好想你 好想你啊
我真的好想你啊
我每天一个人
无数次的在心里叫着你
好想你 好想你啊
我真的好想你啊
我像是习惯了似的
天天在喊着你的名字 今天也是..