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erm..this few day...just one thing in my mind..i always bear in mind..i need to study..
but..wow...my lower six life will pass soon....until now..i still can"t believe my 2010 pass and i need continue to upper six form..and just left one year before i can go university..
lower six books..teacher all finish teaching..wow...i really cannot believe reality life..
anyway..work hard for one year..my future will be bright bright de..haha..^^

Really need to have mood to study hard..from now on..
My friend today all go study liao..haiz..
Leave me alone in sibu..i hope that i can further studies soon..!!!
I think that God is love me de..^^ He will arrange everything 4 me..^^
this few night..i will cry coz i feel that i cannot withstand the stress came from studies...parents and everything..!!
But i talk to God..i feel that he will give me more energy..
When i need someone warm hand..i think that he will came helping me...
Oh ya..time really precious and fast..2010 will finish soon..2011 will caming soon..
I wonder that what i have done in this whole year..but..!! i dun know what i have done..half year past so fast..now semptember!!!leave one year i will face big and last exam in my school life....really....so fast....
Haiz..anyway say jia you to myself..
And hope my friend can live happily in their school....
And i will live happily too..haha..

一位好朋友回来了...陪她出去逛街..聊天了....
还没聊天,一起时,怕她在外边生活....性格一切会变了...
但...没有啊!!!高兴一下的!!!哈哈...
希望她永远不变..
所谓的"变"呢...是性格啊,心啊,一切属于她的特征..
变了....就不是她啦...^^
希望大学会和她同个地区
那么,就能一起回家一起玩咯...

差一点忘了我"心情小屋"的密码...呵呵..=)
差一点进不来了..
最近要考试了...没很大的信心
新的班..新的竟争...我会最后吗??!!惨了啦!!!!
明天我们班比赛KOIR....sing national song..
我呀...还像每次走音..没办法呀!!我不会唱歌!!不懂节拍,不懂音乐,只会听音乐...
虽然好像音乐白痴..但,好想学钢琴....
真的超有兴趣的!!!!我想我会为了兴趣去试学会它..
+u for tomorrow de koir competition and +u for my caming piano lesson...!!

再一的加油....两年后再来..

好久没写了...发生好多事....直到今天才有心情来写...need to record this event forever...
2010年7月20日,是本小姐full 18的生日..
好像没了感觉..本来还期待着的..
也许是因为今年的生日...
朋友都到外地读书升学了..
而最期待的是一位最要好的朋友生日祝福...
但等了两天...没有消息..
此时的我,在想着..也许我和她的友谊就此断了..
她说的那句保重....就是最后一句对我说的话了...
我们必须两年后才会在一起..在外地上着大学...回家时走透西马...玩在一起..那时的她会忘了我吧...

但...两天后迟来的最好生日礼物改变了我!!!我中了大学!!!!!高兴死了!!!!!
我要出去升学实现我的梦想!!!!我要和朋友们一起了!!!!
但经过深深的思考...我....做出了坚难的决定...不去了...
梦想需要再等待...
选择了继续中六..
哭过了...也闹脾气了.......一切过了....
我拒绝了那间我梦想的大学
相信自己一切会更美好...两年后的我会更好....
大学!!!我会来的!!!!!
我这一次没失败!!!是自己的选择留下....
加油!!不后悔....
虽然羡慕现在在外升学的朋友...
会想现在的我本该在外边生活着..
没关系..
你能再一次的成功
一年半后说长不长..说短不短...
眨一眼..
会到那时的...
暂时买来的FORMAl衣服会派上用场的!!!
姨姨做的baju kurung会用上的!!!
中六加油!!!STPM加油!!!!
拿个好成绩!!!!!

机会

机会来了...我呀..往往爱拖延....没了机会...又觉得可惜~~~
最近心情UP和DOWN一起来..嗨....累了,哭了...T.T

有点寂寞的一天

一生中的两个朋友..一个在今天离开我升学去了..有点舍不得...
今天的我才深深体会到朋友之间..分离的不舍....呜..T.T

听了神话这支组合的歌曲...不错哦..^^
好听爱上他们的声音,找了他们的资料,原来好风光过..
呵呵...love their sound..^^
especially the song title"once in life time

上了一星期的课...有一点点的跟不上老师的教学...
怎么办呀...只好找补习班了...但学费!!! wow !!!!! 破产了..!! ANYWAY...加油!
有了加油这一句对我来说最够了,又有精神了...^^

等待,好像变成了我生活中的一部份...等待等待等待...!!
但往往最后等待成了落空..失望...
现在的我,18了...我没被任何的大学录取...也许是上帝的旨意要等待两年的结束,等待着我成熟,能自立根生...
我一定会用这上帝要我等待的两年努力.....
我答应着上帝,我自己...加油!!!我能!!!!

今天是一个星期的第四天..要开学了，只剩四天..我必须过上我已经厌倦的上学日子..但,这时的我不知是该高兴还是不舍...><
高兴---因为我想冲向终点...我的未来就靠这两年之间了.....我一定要让父母光荣!!!!
不舍---因为美好的假期过去了.....和表姐玩的时光过了.....到老爸工作地方体验生活的时光过了...T.T
Anyway.....加油吧!!!! 努力过着每一天!!!!

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