start my journey..

my future guarantee now..
i success!!!!!!
best gift to my family..
but...i afraid now..
really afraid...T.T
wanna cry..
coz i need leave home...family and friends..!!!
i need go study at sabah...
family will not arrive in one minute...
how..i need to start my journey by my own foot..
own!!!
haiyo...
i need to live on foreign land for five years half....
and now..i dunno..wat shold i package..should do...
really blank...
T.T
stress begin to come....
before i success in final step..i so hope i will success..but now success..i afraid ..and wan to escape..
but i know..i wont escape..
tell myself to be brave..
u r a brave girl..u can affort anything in my life..!!!
shirley..try ba....!!!
hope God will give me guidance..
i need HIM...
pray.....

Happy Mother's day

today..mother's day..
no gift for mum..but i try no make her sngry..
i am a girl tat dunno how to show my love to my parents.
and mym mum also a person that do not like to celebrate any events..maybe include mother day
but..today we all go church for mother day
i know ..i know..she maybe care about this day.
but..i promise..mum..i will celebrate with u when i growth up..
i know..
u wan me become a successful person..
when i gwoth up..i will pay back to u..
when i graduate..i will pull u take photo with me...
sure...i will do tat...u will happy rite??
erm..i think tat is the best award should give u..appreciate u..
mum..i kinow u so hard tat take care for me for 19 years..
i know..all i know..
i will pay back to u....no doubt de..!!
God..pls bless my mum healthier and healthier....
until i gwoth...until i old...
really hope..pray..^^
and my dear God...can u give a present to me in this month..so i can give this gift to mu mum...she sure happy...
dear God..u know wat i am taliking,rite??
pray..and thanks if u bless me..
Happy mother's day..mum...
love forever...

A cool night..

a cool nigh...wanna midnight liao.hha..today the gantian for labour day..no schooling..tomolo school liao..feel wan to escape this kind of life..wan a life tat without help of parents..
dun know why suddenly so high..
i still think i hope tat i can get the chance i pursue on 26-4-2011..
haiyo..i can get this chance or not..no confidence..coz result will be out soon in THIS MONTH...i hope the result can out in the time that suit me...
i wan success..i dun wan to pursue again.this is because it is my last chance for this year...haiyo..pray pray and pray...
afraid and pray,,,pls....bless me..God..i hope u will guide me..^^thanks...