start my journey..

my future guarantee now..
i success!!!!!!
best gift to my family..
but...i afraid now..
really afraid...T.T
wanna cry..
coz i need leave home...family and friends..!!!
i need go study at sabah...
family will not arrive in one minute...
how..i need to start my journey by my own foot..
own!!!
haiyo...
i need to live on foreign land for five years half....
and now..i dunno..wat shold i package..should do...
really blank...
T.T
stress begin to come....
before i success in final step..i so hope i will success..but now success..i afraid ..and wan to escape..
but i know..i wont escape..
tell myself to be brave..
u r a brave girl..u can affort anything in my life..!!!
shirley..try ba....!!!
hope God will give me guidance..
i need HIM...
pray.....